Madie
Age:
13 years old
Gender:
Female.
Nationality:
Filipino.

November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009

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i'm sorry.i really really am.

i hope that all of you had a merry christmas this year.:)

to those who greeted me--thanks and i love you all.:D
to those who didn't-YOU SUUUUCK.:| :))


and also,if you haven't given me a gift,you could just buy me black run proof stockings (kahit the non proof one would do) or a pack of mettalic gel pens.

i'll be more careful about my posts,and TRY to keep it less censored since i know that my sister reads my posts and stuff.

and to all the other people--no one told you to do so,i'll only be a problem if you pay attention to me.THIS IS MY BLOG SOO SHUT UP :D :L-) love it,hate it.just shut up.

you can't blame me if my blogs are damn annoying ,this is the only place i could say what i really want to say.(since sometimes i have to modify them so that i wouldn't get scolded and stuff)
hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
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hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
5:20 AM

okay.do you want to know what i fekking want for christmas? :) i think i already said on a previous blog entry that i want:

--new shorts
--clothes.
--lip balm
--pendants
--rings
--new shoes
--urban decay glitter eyeliners
--jonas brothers CD
--Busted CD
--Twilight DVD
--The body shop bronzing cream
--new cellphone
--an SLR camera
--a digicam
--taylor swift CD
and all the otherss.:))

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I REAALLY REAAALLY REAALLY REAAALLY SUPER GADUPER ULTRA MEGA WANT? IT'S EASY.

i want a LOOOOVERRR.:> i know:|.SERIOUSLY. i suck.MY LOVE LIFE IS NON- EXISTENT.haha.:)) I NEED A LOVER.GO FIND ME ONE.:D


i need to find you,i gotta find you.

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hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
7:22 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0tt8E5pZ7g


crap.i loooooove you charlie simpson.

leche ka.i packing love you.:|
hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
10:19 PM
mmkay.para happy na ako.hahaha.:D

eto yung buong collage ng stuff na i want for christmas.:D this is my thirdpost for today.:) sori naman.in the mood to blog.:p i decided to put this on another entry so that it wouldn't ruin the mood of my previous entry. :D

i'm so sawa na with my blog skin,but the DSL's effed up :| so hindi ko mapalitan yung skin and even if the DSL was okay, the code would work.crap.:| :))

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hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
10:54 PM
Sometimes,even if you're a million times better than someone--be it physically,mentally or in every aspect, that someone could posses something you could never have -- The heart of the person you love most.

i myself have proven this.and it's really hard for me to accept that fact.

call me a stuck-up,snotty,self-centered bitch.
i honestly believe that i am ALOT better than her.(all caps,bold faced,bitch)
the feeling kills me.you chose here,instead of choosing me.
i did every single thing just for you to like me.
but,i failed.:|

you know what, i feel really stupid for saying this -im still willing to do anything for you even if i know that you wouldn't the same for me and that hurts,more than anything.

Not being loved back doesn't hurt the most-what really kills me is knowing that i'm not good enough for a guy to love me back.

it makes me feel that i am not worth choosing.(this happened for the second time BTW. this hurts more than the first time)


it seems like everything is all about love these days. it's not even funny. i feel really left out these past few days. but im gonna bounce back. i want a lover. go and find me one.all the drama- it's all because my lovelife is non existent. im disgusting.



omygohd.i just noticed.the whole blog entry is in english.FIRST TIME.yey me.:)

-fuck,i know i'll be over this.

i am.egotistical.MADELEINE.mothereffin'CRUZ.

iisupahflyxx15ii

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hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
9:58 PM
it looks like my garage band king already found his punkrock princess.*sigh*
sources say that it's official,ferrealz na daw talaga.:| they also say she's pretty.
i think she's the girl i saw you were with,few days ago.:| super dikit niyo and super sweet.
("naglalandian na sira sa harap ko,ano gagawin ko?")
never pa tayong nag ganon. hahahaha..(we were never really "together"so shut the living hell up,madie) i can't wait to see you and talk to you about this.(as if :|) i just wanted to tell you that.
YOU SUCK.and..i...love you.:|

gujurfnrnfne.
putang ifnvdvndjbfv inaaaaaa.
omygohdddd..vgnfdbnfdnbn.
fuck.fuck.fuck.motherfuckerrr.
shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.sh it.
panget kayong dalawa.



hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
1:56 AM
last na talaga,i freakin swear to god,this will be the last:

promise.it's either a curling iron,an SLR, or digi cam.:) yun lang tlaga.:D

omygod.:| jealousy is killing me little by little.anyway,that's another story all together,i'll make a seperate blog entry for that.

eto.i saw this on ate addy's blog entry.http://jacvanek.tumblr.com

she is AWESOME.;) and damn gorgeous.just like ate addy,i want to be half as amazing as her but like what ate addy said "no one could live up to that level".

ST.JUDIEL's CHRISTMAS PARTY WAS AWESOME.:) the games and everything. i love HANNAH's gift.the make-up thing.OMYGOD.freaaaaakin' awesome.:) i told you,simple things make me happy.

nagkandapasopaso na yung kamay ko kakacurl.:|

iisupahflyxx15ii

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hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
11:20 PM
this is all i want.:

please oh please.this is all i want.SLR.:) not exactly like that (that's a nikon d300 ata, if you're curious) i want something that looks like this ( a link) or this (another link). if you can't afford an SLR.an ordinary (atleast 5 megapx) camera would do.:D like these ;)

i'll love you forever.it would be a thousand times better kung pink yung camera.BASTA digicam na 5mp or more.kahit hindi branded.okay na ako dun :D

still,if you're on a budget.you could just buy me a pair of yellow flats size 9,or a cute shirt from greenhills or divisoria,also a glitter eyeliner kahit careline lang, pwede na rin yung Jonas Brothers a little bit longer CD.

emagawd.:)) A1 makes me FREAAKIN' HAPPY. i know they vanished like 646446 ages ago but they're awesome.

to give you an idea on what a glitter eyeliner looks like.IT'S liquid :D

Labels: ehmagawd, pretty please

hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
12:13 AM
i miss the internet.AH PUTANG ifgniengir INAAA.graaaabee :))
okay.ewan ko nga ba.:)) i don't know how to put all these things into paragraph form.OH GOD.

-i'm happy.i'm shit.i'm kick ass.i'm OHFUCK.
-i'm suffering rules that never really existed before.
-i bought AWESOME stuff,like one or two weeks ago.
-I LOVE KATY PERRY.
-the yaya's are not going to clean my room anymore. :| ako na maglilinis daw ng room ko simula nung.i forgot.:))

**oh and about the rules here's one.

-I AM NOT ALLOWED TO USE THE COMPUTER DURING SCHOOLDAYS.:| which is soo fucking psh.

--BTW.i don't wanna watch twilight anymore.COMING FROM A SELF CENTERED,STUCK-UP, SNOTTY girl :

--i realized that watching twilight would cost a hundred plus or something BUT if i just wait for the DVD. PIRATED MHEHN. makakabili pa ako ng 3 nun.kasi 3 for one hundred eh.:)) SO maybe i'll buy nalang.(HSM4 and BOLT too.)

CHRISTMAS IS FUCKING NEAR.forgive me for all the cussing.i'm really dissapointed.FORGIVE ME,i'm sorry,i really am.one thing i hate most about myself is that i keep promising stuff.i'm like "i swear.....blah" or "promise,hindi na talaga....." but after 24546779774 seconds i start breaking my promise.like this time "promise,hindi naman talaga eh,hindi ko siya sineseryoso."

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hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
11:26 PM

i opened new accounts -tumblr and peers. this week is so effed up.:|
we didn't watch twilight.my mom was sooooo.:| exams are fast approaching tsk.tskkk.:| though,school keeps me in a very good mood. St. Judiel's just sooooo.AWESOME =) and that guy in that picture,is Krystian-MY BESTFRIEND ;) i loooove that boy.:>

CHRISTMAS is nearrr, i don't know what i want.gawd.or maybe. JUST A NEW CAMERA.this is my first blog entry for the month of December.

it's a bit weird,'coz my head's like filled with a thousand ideas then when i start typing, i suddenly forget.but here's a few stories:

--i won.3rd place :( because freakin' kuya janitor accidentally pressed the buzzer while i'm in the middle of my fucking speech.and that dissapointed me lika alot.
--culminating activity was just soooo.:| no ribbons or certificates at all,akyat lang sa stage.WTF?
--OMG.that picture made me happy,like ALOOOOT! :D :))
-i bought new DVDs.another cinderella story.it WAS AWESOME ;) the dances were so flawless and Joey Parker.OMG.and the whole finale part made me feel giddy inside.

you guys should watch it.i mean SELENA GOMEZ IS MY GIRLFRIEND.forget the fact that we're both girls.:))

the title of my blog entry is sooo.weird."well im telling you,i still feel the same". it has noo meaning,mind you.seriously.i guess that's just one thing that's definitely in my christmas wishlist,together with a few make-ups,gadgets and etc.

"YOU'RE THE VOICE I HEAR INSIDE MY HEAD,THE REASON THAT I'M SINGING,I NEEED TO FIND YOU,I GOTTA FIND YOU, You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing I need to find you I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you"

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hahaharts.harts.harts.;]
7:53 PM